I woke up this morning to some brown discharge. Not really spotting. Not red or pink. Not all that much. No cramps. No pain. And for the last two days, I've been even more tired and nauseous than previously.
But it's still enough to make me feel that my life is a load of shit.
Just when I was starting to have faith that my body knew what to do, that I'd get through this well, that maybe, just maybe, I could pretend that I was a more or less normal crazy pregnant lady.
But no. Of course, even Dr. Google says it's likely nothing, and I have an u/s already scheduled for Monday morning. Yet it still feels like a punch to the solar plexus. Can things just go smoothly for a while? Please?
Just FYI: my hair reaches down to my butt.
Friday, March 6, 2009
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i so hope it is nothing. they always say pregnancy causes a whole rainbow of funky weird vaginal discharge.
i wish you didnt have to wait so long for your next test. that sucks.
i hope your weekend is awash in colorless (non-reddish please) discharge :)
Is it asinine to hope/suggest that any not-spotting-just-a-little-something can frequently be caused by someone have hair longer than shoulder length? Seriously, I'm surprised no one told you of that side effect.
All asininity aside, I hate that you even have to experience one moment of doubt. I am cheering my little heart out for you and yours.
It's probably nothing, but I completely understand where you're coming from!!!
HUGS!
I have my fingers and toes crossed for you and the passengers.
And thanks for answering my question. :)
Hang in there. Hopefully it's just some of that normal pregnancy spotting we hear is possibly. Hope Mondays scan goes well.
Oh honey, I know how you feel. It's like a kick in the gut. I'll be sitting with you while you wait. Monday will get here and I would put down some pretty serious money that everything is fine.
It's nothing. Nothing nothing nothing.
(Grow babies, grow! I command you to not upset your mother anymore!)
I just know that it's absolutely nothing. You will be fine, 100%, and so will the two little ones. I hear that this kind of thing is exceedingly common, though I know that it's commonness doesn't do anything to alleviate the fear that it could be something.
So, for now, let it be the collective power of the good will of the internet community willing it to be absolutely NOTHING.
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