...please, stop rising. 21.6 was the result today. Not encouraging. Very annoying.
Just go away, whatever you are. If you aren't going to turn into a child, just go ahead and stop this stupidity.
No wonder I feel so off: I'm still sort of pregnant, yet I'm also menstrual. What a great combo! Who wouldn't be confused?
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I am sorry you are stuck in a mindfuck.
Bugger.
Oooh. Oh dear. Oh my.
(Io bites hand and looks worried because she wants a miracle but doesn't want anything bad and oooo wouldn't a miracle be great, but shit, what if it isn't and this prolongs the next cycle or hurts or...shit. I will keep quiet and just hold your hand with the hand I'm not biting.)
Oh boy, Shinejil.
I think it's pretty clear that you have every right to be confused, oh rarest of women! Menstrual and pregnant. Ugh. Hope whatever is happening resolves soon and you can find a balance again.
ack. how frustrating. like your body wants to participate but only in a half assed kind of way. sorry.
WTF! Seriously. When do you have to go back for the next round? If only the lab was maybe....forgetting to type in a zero after each of those numbers....ACK
Um, what is your RE saying about this? Is it possible this is good news?
I wish I knew more about this. I know that the bleeding might not be the end of things. (One of my nurses told me when this happened to me that she bled through the first 7 months of her pregnancy, which was a success. Not a pretty thought, but ended in good results.) What I don't know is whether the beta going down to a 3, then up into the 20s means a viable pregnancy. It might, mightn't it?
Why isn't your doctor talking to you about this? (Or did I miss that post?)
ARGH. I'm so sorry that you are stuck in limbo. It just wears you out, doesn't it? No matter what happens, it's a good thing that something CAN grow and divide in there. Right?
oh crap.
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